It's been a while
And I have a bad conscience for not updating. I honestly haven't felt I had the energy to write. We've been to my parents in the South and celebrated x-mas a bit late. Our trip got delayed due to a snow storm and then of course time was sparse. It was wonderful to see my parents play with the girls who laughed and squeaked like there was no tomorrow. Same thing happened when my aunt played with Alice. And my brother is of course the best uncle ever, as he got them their favourite characters as small bathtub figures.
Antonia has rolled over for quite some time now, but she still works on her technique. Alice rolled over once and then she skipped a week or so until she just rolled over a few days ago. And no arms and legs misplaced or in her way. She just rolled perfectly, as if she'd never done anything else. Now she can't stop. Of course. So I need to sit next to her every time she is on the floor.
I went back to work last Thursday. Going once a week and every fifth Saturday. It went really well. Surprisingly well! I panicked the day before and burst into tears. Will I be able to drive in the dark cold morning traffic? Will I manage to get to work? What if I need to tell our story all the time? What if the clients and colleagues are just to much for me - as in to many people? What if I break down at the counter? Etc. Of course nothing happened, more that the road I traveled on really was an icy road and I think I did quite a good job in serving all those clients for 4 1/2 hours in the afternoon, after having fixed my log ins etc. So now that hurdle is taken, I feel a lot better. Those scenarios you come up with in your head should be banned. When have they ever been reality?
