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The letter I in the end paid for - curiosity killed the cat - contained the girls medical journals. No report. Not a single row of explanation. Nothing. You can imagine my mood and even worse my anger now. Am I supposed to beg for that internal report? First thing I'll do on Monday is write a formal complaint to the Health and Social Care Inspectorate. And all other possible parties concerned. This is just not okay. From the way they are behaving, it seems as if they have a lot to hide. I wonder what. Anyway, I read the journals again and again and again. Reading how healthy and steady the girls were. Not requiring any extra help, not requiring any light treatment - nothing. Just needing to fatten up a bit. That's it. How could this go so wrong?? Where did it go wrong? What made my girl so sick? All those questions are unanswered and that I can't stand.

In the Facebook group for triplet families, there was a post from a nurse of the hospital where I should have given birth in the first place and where we were at the end. Apparently there is a triplet family without much money or means struggling to get together the stuff they need for their babies. I was quick to reply, that we'll put together a big IKEA bag filled with clothes, toys and other stuff, which we have to many of or the girls have grown out of. I am happy to help. So many people have helped us with both gifts and thoughts and this is my pay back opportunity. So I'll be sorting tomorrow to make another family as happy as we were for all those nice things. The nurse who came home to us for checking on Alice & Antonia will pass by to collect the stuff. I wonder if she'll recognise them. They've really grown!

What else did we do today? We laughed a lot, joking and singing as always. Then I went for a walk to town with them. It is okay to get there, but I've told you before about those hills back! And the girls including groceries don't exactly loose weight. But you know you've worked out and you have deserved those carrots with dip sauce as soon as the girls have fallen asleep.